My Life Story Part One

Subject: My Life Story Part One Mon Apr 28, 2008 7:37 pm

Well where do I begin.... once upon a time there was a little girl who was fair as fair as snow she had 2 brothers and a mum and dad. When growing up her parents fought all the time her father was an alcoholic and was both physically and mentally abusive to all his family but mainly his wife.

His daughter would witness many beatings that was given to her mother from her father but let me tell you her mother was not innocent she would provoke him and also was a flirt with other men just to piss her husband off this went on for most of the little girls childhood as the little girl grew older she became a problem she was in trouble all the time never listened to anyone and was labelled by the drs as hypoactive.

When the little girl was 10 years old her mother decided that she would take her daughter and younger brother on a holiday overseas to visit relatives and the daughter was so exited so off they went they went to the U.K Scotland were they stayed with relatives and the little girl got into all sorts of trouble she was an attention seeker and the only way she felt she could get attention was do bad things so she did may I say even to this day 30 odd years later the relatives still talk about it. We stayed in Scotland for 5 months.

While in Scotland a man that my mum new from our home town came to visit us which at the time I thought was nice cos he showered us with presents and took us places after a while he left and we did too and went to Germany we stayed in a hotel we had only been there a couple of days when one morning I woke up and went into my mum’s room to say good morning and there was a man laying next to my mum and he wasn’t my dad he was mums friend from new Zealand well I lost it I screamed kicked holes in walls and just went mental. As you can you imagine I became worse?

We headed off to the U.S.A to stay with family again and this man came with us what I said and did made no difference We stayed in the states for 6 months or so the man left after a couple of months but I was never the same . We kept in contact with dad for a while but then we stop calling we weren’t allowed to .Then one night I could hear voices downstairs and I thought know that can’t be right it sounds like dads voice so I creep to the top of stairs and yes it was my mum and dad were arguing my mum had rung my dad and said that we were never coming back so my dad found out where we were and come to take me and brother home. He said to my mum I don’t care what you do I’m taking my kids and if I was you I would never set foot back on new Zealand soil cos if you do I will throw acid on your face and no man will ever look at you again. Nice thing for him to say but you know what it didn’t matter my daddy had come to take us home he loved me. We left the U.S and headed back to N.Z.

I became the lady of the house we heard from mum a few times over a period of 1 or so and then one day she rang and said she was back and wanted to see us so we did months went by and we would go to mums every second weekend she would throughout dads clothes he got us and brought us new ones. It was confusing. But now I know my mum is and was a materialist person. Oh by the way the man that came into my mum’s life left and went back to his wife eventually oh and he did go to jail for a long time for embezzlement too. He was an arsehole and he tried to be my dad I wasn’t having any of that I used to change salt and pepper lids over pull his toupee off in public kick him and verbally abuse him.

AS you can see I have left a lot out as it would be longer but I think you get the gist of it I was dysfunctional I had a fuckin dysfunctional family. Well this chapter one of my life. Stay tuned same bat time same bat channel for the next chapter of my life. IT gets better joke........ This from age 2 to 12 and a half.
This is the first time I have written this so it’s a bit spinney
Love and Healing Hugs Gayls
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